Ok I'll explain the title first. I'm deeply satisfied with my life. Even though I don't have my WOW girl, I'm not out of college, I really don't know for sure if I'm on the path that God wants me to be on even though I feel like I seem to be, I'm not where I want to be, but in spite of all this, I'm still satisfied with my life. Content. Choose a word. My thirst for living is sated.
But in the same sense it's not. I don't feel entirely like I'm giving 100% to God. It's more like just 0-70% depending on my mood. This I do not settle for. And it just seems like I could be doing more. In this sense, I am dissatisfied, and it drives me insane.
I still can't work on my CD because I'm waiting on the mic from 3N1, which since they're recording their demo, can't really get a hold of it. Not that I have a whole lot of free time anyways now that school's started back up, but still it'd be nice to get it out of the way. Idk, I could babble incoherently for a long time on this blog but I'll keep it short for my sanity and yours.
I have two mantras. "Soli Deo Gloria", which I stole from CHL, and "Life sucks, but God is great".
Soli Deo Gloria = Only God Glorify
Life sucks but God is great = The truth. Life sucks, but God is still greater and demands a greater focus.
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