Day 42: The Debts of Life, Pt. 2

It's 11:55 PM, so I'm starting a little bit early tonight.

Do you know where your mind is?

It's debatable whether or not I should really continue so soon, but we had an awesome worship service this morning, two of them actually, and both were all service worship services, which was completely refreshing. And then I got 8 hours of work where I got into with my manager right off the bat but as a whole the day was a success. I survived.

That makes it a success. [The favorable or prosperous termination of any thing attempted; a termination which answers the purpose intended; properly in a good sense, but often in a bad sense.]

The timing on this is amazing. I am off for tomorrow, which gives me a chance to go to Celebrate Recovery for the first time in ages. It really was an awesome ministry and it's one of the things that helped me get on my feet everything-not-physically-ally when I got back in May. Loved it. Why did I quit going? I had work on Monday nights for a long time. And now I don't for one week. What a blessing this is.

Success #2 in a lot of ways, even though the success isn't mine.

I hate that I'm writing this on a Sunday, because this is the day when everything is perfect. It's the 6 12.5/25 that's the rest of the week that stinks. So why write now?

Here's the skinny. It's a mindset change if nothing else. Mindset, priorities, that sorta thing. For the next week I'm going to awake at 7:15 to have a personal Bible study. I have no idea where I'll start, but I'll go somewhere. It's not like you can go wrong in the Bible - it IS entirely good after all. I'm going to try and keep that up because in all reality, (oh gosh, I didn't see this one coming. . . but how true) "relationships are about growing together", and I've ignored G-d on that level for far too long.

That must change. I can't ignore it.